So im totally useless in the office for the past few days... Well not really, we've been busy arranging papers and letters to Thousands of incumbents... Papers and Papers and mail merge and mail merge...

I totally LOVE the ALBUMS I bought!!!!! See last post

My horrible cough, abrupt sneeze and running nose cant seem to cooperate in my system. Im quite fine hope this will continue till its totally gone!
The internet connection that allows MU and MF is down in the office. The connection that we can access only allows a few sites, lucky for me it includes LJ. So i end up reading fics all these time...

Sakumoto Fics!

*Nod Nod*

Sakumoto Smut Fics!

*Nod Nod*

ME LOVES SAKUMOTO so why not read it! Turns out there's a comm for all Arashi Porn! Yup its all PORN!. ARASHI nonetheless...

So if you are as shameless and couldnt careless just like the 200 members of this month old LJcomm...

Join arashi_kinks

I know you love shirtless Arashi... Oh make that naked Arashi!:D Spread the LOVE!

Dont watch Porn! Read PrOn!!! YEY!

( different perspective... )</div>

( ... )

Sixth Young Man: Bride your cousin isn’t she?

Dick: Yes, Cable, she is.

Cable: She certainly is a beauty. Not like you, Dicky. Bet she brings old Anthony to terms.

 Maury: Why are all grooms given the title of “old”? I think marriage is an error of youth.

Dick: Maury the professional cynic.

Maury: Why, you intellectual faker!

Fifth Young Man: Battle of the highbrows here, Otis. Pick up what crumbs you can.

Dick: Faker yourself! What do you know?

Maury: What do you know?

Dick: Ask me anything. Any branch of knowledge.

Maury: All right! What is the fundamental principle of biology?

Dick: You don’t know yourself.

Maury: Don’t hedge!

Dick: Well, Natural selection?

Maury: Wrong.

Dick: I give it up.

Maury: Ontogony recapitulates phyllogony.

Fifth Young Man: Take your base!

Maury: Ask you another. What’s the influence of mice on the clover crop?

Fourth Young Man: What’s the influence of rats on the Decalogue?

Maury: Shut up you saphead. There is a connection.

Dick: What is it then?

Maury: Why, let’s see.  I seem to have forgotten exactly. Something about the bees eating the clover.

Fourth Young Man: And the clover eating the mice. Haw! Haw!     

 

-Excerpt from The Beautiful & Damned, The Ushers

Humor, one of the few reasons I stick to this book. Im not a fan of early 20^th century books (especially earlier than that) nor an elitist’s-life-story but I just can’t dismiss a book once I’ve touch it. Such weakness…

There are tons of jdrama entries worth posting but laziness takes over.

 

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I’ve been listening to Chicosci the whole day, its nice to hear Miggy’s quirky-little voice screaming, rapping and other-things-he-does-to-destroy-his-throat again. I got to admit that I haven’t found a more fitting crush, here in the Philippines of course.

 

Must go back to Nippon-dreamland… ZZZZzzzzZZZ

 

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You and I step into the light

Im so graced that I have this

He lures you with a present *baited*

Dig in…

Rips open… *steams*

Gently bites…

Look. (aint-that-delicious? stare)

Blows…

Eats up.

Closes eyes with satisfaction.

Compliments you…

Delicious.

 

 

I wonder.
I suck at conversations especially receiving complains on how screwed one life is. I believe our life is as twisted as everybody else so whats with the "Are-You-Ok, Coz-Im-Not!" seriously why tell me such things if you arent there when my wailing turn on how unfair the world arrived? i was never given a chance because i was designed to be strong and be on the receiving end of complains.

Tell you what,

Why tell me? i dont care.

I dont want to be bitchy but why do i have to hear these things when nobody heard mine? Nobody. not like i wanted you to hear.
Whatever.

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There is toooo much negativity in my past few blogpost, Please forgive me. Im just sick of
HOW EVERYBODY IS SCREWED UP AND I HAPPEN TO BE THE NICE ONE TO LISTEN TO ALL OF THEM.

NAKAKAPAGOD MAKINIG SA NEGATIVITY NO!

So now I FORBID EVERYBODY TO TALK ABOUT HOW YOUR LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME! Or at least dont let me hear them.

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Let's have a 180 degrees turn shall we?

THE NEW HAIR KILLS ME. SUAVE. 
Sho makes me shiver, weakens my knees, tightens my chest, lose my breath, torn my ovaries and much more not public-post ideal.

On fandom note i started converting... Yes we just cant get enough of fangirls. More fangirls more fun!
Btw i shared a few Smut fics to some officemates and fortunately to the fandom they like it! unfortunately to their souls i think i just corrupted their innocence! LOL! 

Too much Arashi news...

new single, movie for Nino, Individual Drama Sp for Jun, Sho, and Ohno, a Drama for Aiba, PV collection and more projects and a few more concerts for the 10th year. Too much going on... Fandom how you keep me sane, hats off to that!

This will be the last post with NEGA Stuff on it. Ang bigat basahin eh... At ayokong mag reread tapos me ganito shit ang pangit
talaga ng ganito eh... I rather not have Life stuff kaysa puro ka bwisitan lang. Nakakapagod lang makinig sa mga hinaing ng iba tapos un problema mo di mo naman maibroadcast. AMPF. Ano ba ko confession box?

( lazy... )</div>

When i want something i want it now. If i cant have it, then forget it.

I have to disciple myself more and start doing things that i already started.

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I want to write a SMUT FIC. i dont know how! Ahahahahahaha... Oh but i got a plot already...

Can somebody share his or her experience knowledge in this field? Im a perv, OFFICIALLY. As if thats a secret.

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Why does everybody talk about love? Sometimes i feel that people think im weird for me not having sharing stuffs while they on the otherhand, overly indulge themselves with their love whereabouts.

When i told joanna that i got no plans of screaming for the world to know if i got someone she said that im selfish. Seriously. What's selfish in that? As if anybody cares. lol.

Sometimes i wonder if a boytoy can actually make one less bored. I guess they are designed to be played, so yes one cant be bored. But having a fickle mind like mine i seriously doubt the long existence of a boytoy. As if.

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I need someone to fuck my mind. Like tell me an unusual story, weird things you did something that could actually bring back and energized my life.  I need to be inspired cause im feed up with silly games and overrated sick stories.

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Arashi is the only colorful existence in my life.
THE REST BORES ME AND DOESNT NOT REGISTERED AS "INTERESTING" IN MY SYSTEM.
 

“How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live.” - Henry David Thoreau

Exactly why all my thoughts i want to pour into this blog just a few hours ago has back down.

I wonder what it really means "to live" so i could fucking write my sick thoughts. Why Why everytime i attempt to write something for MY TIRED SELF something else comes up and make me realize that I CANT BE SELFISH. Why. Why cant I be selfish while the rest of the whole world for fuck sakes drowning with their egos.

I'll stop now.

... I was born not to be selfish. FUCK.

Guess what. In less than 7 hours another storm will hit the Philippines! How shit is that? Oh btw they say its stronger than hurricane Katrina! Ahahahaha… So much for being in the typhoon belt… Thank you! I feel that a lot people here got traumatize by Ondoy, im one of them. Well actually this starts way back the last time that I got stranded after watching The Half-blood Prince. I had a great time ogling at Daniel Radcliff the next thing I know im surrounded by water! The flood scares the hell out of me! I don’t know how to swim for God sake! It wont directly hit Manila but the tail of it will… They say that the moment it hit land an automatic category of signal #4 will be tag on it… and a lot more of shit forecast that even the Main forecast wished this aint real!

Its gloomy outside since yesterday, no rain, not yet. But the darkness and silence is really creeping me out. The wait is killing me, like you’ll never know what you’ll get! Well We don’t want any that’s for sure! My former blockmates are supposed to see each other tomorrow for our little donation drive for a few of our classmates, but I guess it has to wait. Let’s just wish no more people will be affected again.

I super wish for a bright day. WHEN?

No electricity later tonight. I don’t know when it will come back. How many lives should be cut off from this world? I don’t know… too many questions.

 

Oh God I’ll be waiting for a rainbow. A bright shiny sky. Nice blue sky.

 

Oh while the whole Philippines awaits the Shit typhoon can you guys VOTE!

 VOTE FOR ARASHI IN CHANNEL [V]!!!

 

No Electricity guys for I don’t know how long… just make them number one for me and the rest of the fangirls here in the Philippines. Please! THANKS GUYS!

 

Till the typhoon’s gone and a better day is born!

Saving the earth could actually save us. Just so you know!

 

( im alive shit! )

PS Fuck to those who continue to pollute the earth and are happy because classes are suspended. There is a bigger picture here. Seriously!

But still God has arrived!
Nino please read this Blog for your radio show!

so i cant find a decent thing to make as my subject and the lighting in my room sucks so i result to these on a monday night...
( la la la... )

Just got my Canon EOS 400D! Yosh!!! Now excuse me while i busy myself with this baby!!! Lets call him "Chesto" shall we?



I realized how old our house is... the mirror gives me the creeps! lol i can see the hood!


My very first dog "Princess" but i prefer calling her Hime. She looks so sad somehow...


My naughty one "yuckie".

Otanjoubi omedetou MatsuJUN!
late much... im sorrrrrryyyy... too sleeeepy...

( Purplelandia )

Because its THE BIRTHDAY OF THE PRINCESS MATSUJUN! my smexy partner when sho's away doing his newscasting...

icons: 11 old sakumoto icons
friends only banners: 10

Enjoy!
( Here Comes my Sadistic Purple Princess!!! )

i felt  a bit dizzy after seeing the ARASHI con goods...

If you'll see the clearfiles you'll die! Coz i did! saw a scan of it and it just KILLED ME...

Scans of the clearfile HERE @ zomboid 
 
tenjostyle got a complete post of the goods HERE


One more...





a fresh one from Himitsu No Arashi chan!!! JUN + FACIAL HAIR = WIN!!!

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lately Ive been drooling and busying myself with hmmm... jun. Adultery in this early stage of marriage with sho! LOL!
Ok so jun's my bitch, my whore, my lover, my other man, sexcapade, and the 2nd man on my S-List, but there's only two, is that considered a list? lol

but its gonna be his bday in 3 days (2 days in an hour) so i just cant help it!
and without jun i wont be going crazy over Arashi!!!

and partly blame it on amnosxmatsujun for giving daily reasons why WE FLAIL OVER JUN this whole Purple month! oh girl you have no idea how i love stalk your posts!

Crazy!!!

hay seeing how GORGEOUS Jun is reminds me of my high standard with men... Must keep that in mind. Must keep that in mind.

PS. Saw a yamapi look a like (see the early yamapi days) at the Metrobank Emerald Ortigas! Go stalk him he is a taller there!!!

NO COMPLAINS! If i marry Ohno Thats going to be the most peaceful marriage in all of Arashi!:D